Wanna do something evil!
I know I am far from perfect. Sometimes I couldn’t control myself and feel like the evil side is beating the shit out of me. Its draining out every good pieces inside me. Just wanna do something bad, really really bad like reporting the whole story and ruin your life. Are we even friend? The invisible barrier always stands between us. We are close yet unfamiliar. You don’t fucking know how to approach me when I was angry. That’s why everything has came this far. Yes, I was the one who fuel up the whole shit but you are too intolerant and I am too hot-headed. We couldn’t stand each other. At least you still have a place to run to when you don’t want to see my fucking face. Then where should I go? I apologize for hating your boyfriend, but I won’t change the way it is :) He’s the reason that makes us apart. He does nothing to prevent our friendship coming to an end but only worsen the situation. Glad that you have a wonderful lover! :)
I’m kinda making strangers feeling awkward when being around me. I know but somehow can’t manage myself to be friendly by making fake smile towards them :(
